turn over a new leaf

...and today is my first day back in germany,jetlag and all worries keep my nerve up for blogging after a year since my last update.everything in my world is like tumbled down . doomed that i have to collect the courage that left in me to turn the tide down.been spending my past 2 years for nothing and now i have 1,5 years to mend the broken episode.ready or not i gota work hard , be determined and focused.my only hope is that it'll go well